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October 18, 2005
Suckerpunch
Lonely as I am, I was drawn in by the charms of a woman yet again. The fact that the woman is beautiful, and sexy only adds to the allure.
Played for an idiot, she only wanted someone (anyone) to kiss her and make her feel fulfilled, pay attention to her - god knows she has enough admirers anyway. I knew this and still fell for the line only for her to end up with someone else by the end of the night. I didnt even realise that it mattered to me until she was kissing someone else. Then I stormed off and fumed and all that shit that teenagers get up to.
What a fucking shmuck I am.
Just goes to show that age means nothing. Pre warning means nothing. When you convince yourself that you are on to a good thing you will ignore hints, allegations and god damn it you will ignore reality.
I am a fucking idiot and I have made myself a bigger idiot by not only falling for a line but getting upset by it, punching the sign from a taxi roof and sitting dejectedly in various back streets around Dublin until I could sort out my head.
Repeat after me - I am an eejit.
But then again, in my defence, I love good looking women....
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Emmet
fuck'er
Posted by dottie at October 18, 2005 4:23 AM
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fuck'er
Posted by: Emmet at October 25, 2005 7:22 PM