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July 3, 2005
Where I've been part II
and yes I have had a couple of drinks. But i mean what I said. I'm back.
I'm done with letting anguish and loss, hate and fear rule my life.
Or at least that's the plan.
I have had a fat, bad little cunt ruling my life despite my best intentions. That will end, and peacefully. Much as I would like to ensure that this particular fucker does not pass his genetic code onto the next generation, I will keep in mind that what goes around comes around. And remember that the best revenge is to live well. And that I will do.
I'm ready for something new and hopefully that will be enough to encourage some seeds to flourish and bloom into something worth cultivating instead of running from.
So basically I'm saying if you should cal me and ask if I am heading out for the night I will at least try and say - call me tomorrow - instead of just saying no.
Love and peace
Posted by dottie at July 3, 2005 4:24 AM